Cursing Cousins

I THINK I'M BAD The cycle is a strange thing when you’ve been through your brain re-enacts what’s been done to you you think by going through something you would realize the pain & hopefully, you’ll never have to go through it again but what about that good girl or guy that comes to you & gives you all the things that you're not used to what happens to them you’ve been through hell so why is it so hard to appreciate the good “He’s been good to me but i’ve been bad to him” DAMAGED to say the least I’ve heard terminology such as “baggage” before but how do you train your brain not to think the things about the new person IS HE CHEATING, WHO IS HE TEXTING, WHERE IS HE GOING EX EX. My judge mental accusations are the least of my worries however lets talk about my recent endeavors I’ve come across something that I call temptation and I dug myself sooo deep in the situation that I don’t know how to get out the same things I used to cry about the same things I used to complain about the same shit